Tuesday, 25 April 2017

Deyanh shel Hezab

When the Sun has sunk
below the sea
and the river seem
to run silent,
and the birds have
stopped their sweet singing.

Now alone, the wolf
cries to the moon,
looking in despair,
to find his way out.
Such grief has he found,
in the night's silence,
and the sky's lack of color.

He dedicates his last words
to the fair beauty,
who has always been
just beyond reach
over his cliff.
A guarding spirit,
he has always thought.

Wise as she is beautiful,
a soul older than life itself,
she speaks
to teach,
to comfort,
and to guard the soul
she has looked after his entire life.


"Observe silence, distraught one
and listen to lovers
whisper late at night.
Hear their sweet nothings
and promises made
that are yet to be broken.

Hear their hope,
and be unafraid.
Your time shall come.

Alone, you are not,
in feeling such sadness.
Listen closer and you shall hear
the grievance
in the voices of only too many.

As they lie awake -
like you,
with their heads pressed against
tear stained pillows,
and falling asleep whilst
wishing for death.

Like the mother,
who has just buried her child,
or the betrayed maiden
who feels she has lost
her heart forever.
Like you, they struggle
to forget and fall asleep
tonight.

Listen to their crying,
and feel comfort in their pain,
for you are not alone in suffering.
Their is a life after loss.

Do not say
your last words to me
not yet, young one,
not tonight.
Keep your faith.
Your time shall come"

Saturday, 1 April 2017

⁠⁠⁠Calypso

Maybe it's my own fault for allowing
a stranger in my home,
for learning to care for them so soon.
In that instant of fated forgetfulness
I lend my heart to someone new-
My curse awakens
To take them away.

A funny game Fate plays with me
for an unknown sin I pay
such a cruel fee.
Every so often
she sends someone my way
and like im Calypso,
she takes them away.

Showing me light
then leaving me in the darkness
without warning.
She laughs at my heartbreak
tragedy becomes me;
she directs the play
my soul is her stage.

Disappointment
and dispair
are her tools of sport...
I imagine I play excellently the role
of a damsel in distress
for life, my audience, it seems
loves watching me cry.

I build a fire-
as I've done everytime
the raft appears.
Obsessively, I stare into the hearth
to distract myself from my grief,
to keep thoughts of you at bay,
while you're forever lost at sea.

I should've known that
the moment was fleeting,
that our time together was too perfect,
too good to be true.
It's a law that's been set
to rule my life of chaos
People shall always leave.

I should've known
it would end up like this,
as it has always..
I hold my hand as I try to sleep
on my tear-stained pillow.
Another heart, with mine closely tied -
gone.

Holding my breath,
I wait a forever till it passes
hoping its a nightmare,
from which I will wake -
not tired, and without
this dull ache in my chest
that I feel as the sun rises.

The night is gone
and so is he,
so are they all.
I, alone on my beach
one more time,
watch the sail disappear
past the horizon.